Post by 2nd Lt. John P. McCreary on Apr 9, 2011 3:02:49 GMT
( OOC: I apologize once again for my inactivity. I decided to start a thread to get writing again. It's open to all members of the 3ID )
November 14th, 1944
0615 hours
3ID Base--Mess Hall
If there’s one thing John had learned in his Army experience, it was to arrive early for chow. Even if he was an officer, which technically gave him the right to jump others in line, the early bird always caught the worm. Besides, he wasn’t that kind of a guy—he only pulled rank when it was necessary. That was the only way you gained the men’s respect. He knew a lot of people still resented him. He was the new guy, the replacement. Although he’d seen his fair share of hell, until his platoon actually went into combat he was still green in their eyes.
And rightly so, I suppose. After all, he’d only been here a few weeks, and the only combat he’d seen was a brief air attack on the base. He’d taken part in the defense of the encampment, but he hadn’t stood out in any way. He was just doing his job. And yet—he wanted to stand out. He wanted to prove his worth—not to his superiors, but to the men under him. He needed to gain their trust and respect. He needed them to follow him without hesitation. It was his sole goal to earn that trust and respect.
He’d never really ever thought of combat that way until now. When he first saw action with the Screaming Eagles, almost everyone had been a green. However, they’d all gone through the same training together and endured jump school. They’d bonded, they’d become a family. Those bonds were tested by fire when they’d jumped out of those C-47s into Normandy. Now the bonds had been severed, and he had to form new bonds with men he’d just met a few weeks ago—men who had been through hell together without him, men who’d seen their best friends get shot or blown apart without him present. He hadn’t seen what they had. He was an outsider to them.
But he’d began to form a relationship with his platoon. He knew them each by name. Most of the men directly under his command were young, inexperienced new recruits. So over the past few weeks he’d taken the liberty of whipping them into shape—not literally of course. He’d pushed them, he really had, but he knew their limits, their strengths, their weaknesses. The past few weeks had been a learning experience for him as well as them. He’d drilled them, but he’d also taught them the practicalities of war. He’d taught them how to survive. Many of them hadn’t been able to remember to constantly keep their heads down, but he’d etched the concept into their brain with the numerous field maneuvers he’d organized.
He’d be lying if he said that his training regimen wasn’t inspired by his own parachute training at Fort Benning. He knew they weren’t paratroopers—by God they weren’t—but he’d make them the best damn platoon in the regiment. He wanted them to take pride in their unit, so that’s what he’d told them. Not only did they need to trust him, but they also needed to learn to trust each other. They had a common identity as 3ID men, they were Baker Company men, but he wanted them also to realize that they were second platoon men—that they were worth something—because he knew, he knew how war could make a man feel insignificant. Often he would wonder what was the point to all this killing and suffering. But he believed that their efforts were worthwhile, that they were making a difference and that it was for the better.
After getting his chow and coffee he sat down at an empty table ( which wasn’t too hard to find since the whole place was mostly empty ) and began to eat. Reaching into the pocket of his fatigues he withdrew a blank sheet of paper and a pen and began to write. For once he had no idea what to write. For this wasn’t any ordinary letter. If it had been to his parents or his siblings he would have written in it no time. His letters to them were usually cheerful and jovial—they had to be. He couldn’t let them know what he really thought of the war. He couldn’t tell them that it wasn’t all daisies and roses like the pictures made it out to be. It was hell, plain and simply. Nasty, gory hell that neither he nor they wanted any part of. But it was his duty, his job, and he would do it the best he could.
Pushing these thoughts to the back of his mind he bit his lip and frowned in thought, tapping the pen against the table lightly. Never in his twenty-four years of life had he been at a loss for words until now. It was maddening. He didn’t even know why he was doing this. He’d met a WAC on a recent trip to Paris. He’d been quite taken with her and had flirted up a storm, and now he found himself with an address and nothing to write. Dammit. He set down his pen and shook his head in amusement. They were in the middle of a war and he was fretting over a silly schoolboy crush. It was ironic, really, how they’d spoken about what they’d do after the war. He’d wanted to become a doctor and save lives. Save lives…when I’ve taken so many… Yes, if he ever got out of this, that’s exactly what he’d do. He knew it had been wishful thinking, but just talking with the girl had made him forget, if for only a while, that they were at war. He’d never regain what he’d lost, but for once he’d felt hope and optimism, and the belief in it a better future. He’d felt human.
His dark eyebrows knit together in thought and his blue eyes brightened momentarily as he set the pen to his sheet of paper once again. Dear Lucy…
November 14th, 1944
0615 hours
3ID Base--Mess Hall
If there’s one thing John had learned in his Army experience, it was to arrive early for chow. Even if he was an officer, which technically gave him the right to jump others in line, the early bird always caught the worm. Besides, he wasn’t that kind of a guy—he only pulled rank when it was necessary. That was the only way you gained the men’s respect. He knew a lot of people still resented him. He was the new guy, the replacement. Although he’d seen his fair share of hell, until his platoon actually went into combat he was still green in their eyes.
And rightly so, I suppose. After all, he’d only been here a few weeks, and the only combat he’d seen was a brief air attack on the base. He’d taken part in the defense of the encampment, but he hadn’t stood out in any way. He was just doing his job. And yet—he wanted to stand out. He wanted to prove his worth—not to his superiors, but to the men under him. He needed to gain their trust and respect. He needed them to follow him without hesitation. It was his sole goal to earn that trust and respect.
He’d never really ever thought of combat that way until now. When he first saw action with the Screaming Eagles, almost everyone had been a green. However, they’d all gone through the same training together and endured jump school. They’d bonded, they’d become a family. Those bonds were tested by fire when they’d jumped out of those C-47s into Normandy. Now the bonds had been severed, and he had to form new bonds with men he’d just met a few weeks ago—men who had been through hell together without him, men who’d seen their best friends get shot or blown apart without him present. He hadn’t seen what they had. He was an outsider to them.
But he’d began to form a relationship with his platoon. He knew them each by name. Most of the men directly under his command were young, inexperienced new recruits. So over the past few weeks he’d taken the liberty of whipping them into shape—not literally of course. He’d pushed them, he really had, but he knew their limits, their strengths, their weaknesses. The past few weeks had been a learning experience for him as well as them. He’d drilled them, but he’d also taught them the practicalities of war. He’d taught them how to survive. Many of them hadn’t been able to remember to constantly keep their heads down, but he’d etched the concept into their brain with the numerous field maneuvers he’d organized.
He’d be lying if he said that his training regimen wasn’t inspired by his own parachute training at Fort Benning. He knew they weren’t paratroopers—by God they weren’t—but he’d make them the best damn platoon in the regiment. He wanted them to take pride in their unit, so that’s what he’d told them. Not only did they need to trust him, but they also needed to learn to trust each other. They had a common identity as 3ID men, they were Baker Company men, but he wanted them also to realize that they were second platoon men—that they were worth something—because he knew, he knew how war could make a man feel insignificant. Often he would wonder what was the point to all this killing and suffering. But he believed that their efforts were worthwhile, that they were making a difference and that it was for the better.
After getting his chow and coffee he sat down at an empty table ( which wasn’t too hard to find since the whole place was mostly empty ) and began to eat. Reaching into the pocket of his fatigues he withdrew a blank sheet of paper and a pen and began to write. For once he had no idea what to write. For this wasn’t any ordinary letter. If it had been to his parents or his siblings he would have written in it no time. His letters to them were usually cheerful and jovial—they had to be. He couldn’t let them know what he really thought of the war. He couldn’t tell them that it wasn’t all daisies and roses like the pictures made it out to be. It was hell, plain and simply. Nasty, gory hell that neither he nor they wanted any part of. But it was his duty, his job, and he would do it the best he could.
Pushing these thoughts to the back of his mind he bit his lip and frowned in thought, tapping the pen against the table lightly. Never in his twenty-four years of life had he been at a loss for words until now. It was maddening. He didn’t even know why he was doing this. He’d met a WAC on a recent trip to Paris. He’d been quite taken with her and had flirted up a storm, and now he found himself with an address and nothing to write. Dammit. He set down his pen and shook his head in amusement. They were in the middle of a war and he was fretting over a silly schoolboy crush. It was ironic, really, how they’d spoken about what they’d do after the war. He’d wanted to become a doctor and save lives. Save lives…when I’ve taken so many… Yes, if he ever got out of this, that’s exactly what he’d do. He knew it had been wishful thinking, but just talking with the girl had made him forget, if for only a while, that they were at war. He’d never regain what he’d lost, but for once he’d felt hope and optimism, and the belief in it a better future. He’d felt human.
His dark eyebrows knit together in thought and his blue eyes brightened momentarily as he set the pen to his sheet of paper once again. Dear Lucy…