Post by Rhys Bevan on Oct 7, 2008 16:49:19 GMT
Location: 7AD Secondary Base, Chester, England
Time: 1600hrs
Conditions: Heavy rain, stormclouds brewing.
Rhys continued down the ugly pathway, as the pain in his chest grew as if a dagger was wrenching deeper through his heart. The rain was beginning to grow stronger but Rhys was barely aware of it; he was barely aware of anything. His mind was clouded, unnervingly so, and he felt almost as if he couldn't breathe. The announcement issued to all the troops of the Desert Rats earlier that morning still echoed through his mind; Edward McMillan was missing, presumed dead. The Staff Sergeant halted outside the great building where already a large crowd was gathering. He wondered whether his heart would break; logic told him that it couldn't, but then why did his chest hurt so?
Nearly a thousand men were expected to pay their final respects to McMillan; all men who were not fighting on the frontline were attending and there was even talk of men flying over from the United States to also say goodbye to the man who had saved most of their lives on countless occasions. The vast majority of Rhys' own men were currently fighting over in Sicily and so the Staff Sergeant was alone, his wretched shadow his only company. The effect of the Sergeant Major's death had been gut-wrenching for the men; Rhys could see tears on the cheeks of many hardened NCO's, mingled with the hardy rain that beat down unmericlessly on the huge gathering. The ceremony was to be held outside; there would be no way in hell that all attendees would be able to fit inside the church and the rain seemed intent on making the grieving men even more miserable than they had been before, if that was even possible.
But, Rhys thought to himself, if it hurt this bad for him, then what would it feel like for Nathan? He felt a sharp pain in his chest. Or Colly? He could hardly imagine what it must have felt like for the private; he was barely a boy for god's sake. To be seperated from his companion for so long, only to be reunited...and only for him to be snatched away again? It was horrific. Truly horrific. Rhys scanned the sea of khaki that stared back at him but he could not see Colly anywhere. Maybe the grief was too great for him?
As more and more men poured in, Rhys backed away against the wall of the stony church. The enemy had taken Wolfram like they had taken Cadwaladr, like they had taken Clements, like they had taken even his uncle, Robert, who had been shot down in the Great War by the famed Baron von Richtoven whilst flying over Passchendale. There had been a time when Rhys would have hesitated to kill the enemy; pitied them even. But from that moment on, Rhys knew that all that was left in war was hatred. It was survival of the fittest and if McMillan wasn't around to claim that title, then he was.
"Fancy a smoke, Sarge?" piped up a young private, unnaturally cheery for the occasion, and holding out a packet of cigarettes in his hand. Rhys hesitated; he wasn't usually a smoker but sighed. It seemed to have worked for McMillan.
He took a single cigarette from the pack and inspected in dully, remembering the Sergeant Major's fondness for the things. "Lighter?" asked Rhys irritably. The private obliged dutifully and the Staff Sergeant lit up one end of the small item. He took a slow drag and breathed out the billowing smoke, feeling the saddest he had ever felt in his life. The feeling of pain had disappeared, it seemed. All that was left was to prove himself and prove himself in a way of which McMillan would have been proud.
"For McMillan," he whispered to himself, before tossing the cigarette to the floor and stamping on it once to extinguish the tiny flame. And, to Rhys, as the final cigarette was stamped out, so too was the man named Edward McMillan.
Time: 1600hrs
Conditions: Heavy rain, stormclouds brewing.
Rhys continued down the ugly pathway, as the pain in his chest grew as if a dagger was wrenching deeper through his heart. The rain was beginning to grow stronger but Rhys was barely aware of it; he was barely aware of anything. His mind was clouded, unnervingly so, and he felt almost as if he couldn't breathe. The announcement issued to all the troops of the Desert Rats earlier that morning still echoed through his mind; Edward McMillan was missing, presumed dead. The Staff Sergeant halted outside the great building where already a large crowd was gathering. He wondered whether his heart would break; logic told him that it couldn't, but then why did his chest hurt so?
Nearly a thousand men were expected to pay their final respects to McMillan; all men who were not fighting on the frontline were attending and there was even talk of men flying over from the United States to also say goodbye to the man who had saved most of their lives on countless occasions. The vast majority of Rhys' own men were currently fighting over in Sicily and so the Staff Sergeant was alone, his wretched shadow his only company. The effect of the Sergeant Major's death had been gut-wrenching for the men; Rhys could see tears on the cheeks of many hardened NCO's, mingled with the hardy rain that beat down unmericlessly on the huge gathering. The ceremony was to be held outside; there would be no way in hell that all attendees would be able to fit inside the church and the rain seemed intent on making the grieving men even more miserable than they had been before, if that was even possible.
But, Rhys thought to himself, if it hurt this bad for him, then what would it feel like for Nathan? He felt a sharp pain in his chest. Or Colly? He could hardly imagine what it must have felt like for the private; he was barely a boy for god's sake. To be seperated from his companion for so long, only to be reunited...and only for him to be snatched away again? It was horrific. Truly horrific. Rhys scanned the sea of khaki that stared back at him but he could not see Colly anywhere. Maybe the grief was too great for him?
As more and more men poured in, Rhys backed away against the wall of the stony church. The enemy had taken Wolfram like they had taken Cadwaladr, like they had taken Clements, like they had taken even his uncle, Robert, who had been shot down in the Great War by the famed Baron von Richtoven whilst flying over Passchendale. There had been a time when Rhys would have hesitated to kill the enemy; pitied them even. But from that moment on, Rhys knew that all that was left in war was hatred. It was survival of the fittest and if McMillan wasn't around to claim that title, then he was.
"Fancy a smoke, Sarge?" piped up a young private, unnaturally cheery for the occasion, and holding out a packet of cigarettes in his hand. Rhys hesitated; he wasn't usually a smoker but sighed. It seemed to have worked for McMillan.
He took a single cigarette from the pack and inspected in dully, remembering the Sergeant Major's fondness for the things. "Lighter?" asked Rhys irritably. The private obliged dutifully and the Staff Sergeant lit up one end of the small item. He took a slow drag and breathed out the billowing smoke, feeling the saddest he had ever felt in his life. The feeling of pain had disappeared, it seemed. All that was left was to prove himself and prove himself in a way of which McMillan would have been proud.
"For McMillan," he whispered to himself, before tossing the cigarette to the floor and stamping on it once to extinguish the tiny flame. And, to Rhys, as the final cigarette was stamped out, so too was the man named Edward McMillan.