Post by ∬: Felix Odegaard on May 4, 2009 22:54:07 GMT
Rottenfuhrer Felix Odegaard was a disgrace. A disgrace to Germany, a disgrace to Norway, a disgrace to the Waffen-SS, a disgrace to the whole National Socialist world.
Odegaard just sat there on the hard, cold bench, his cold, fierce blue eyes staring blankly across the Berlin Street. His mind was just as blank as his stare, only names running through it. The names of his men. The names that he had killed. In his left hand he clutched a small object, not noticeable to the common passerby. But the Norwegian knew exactly what it was. It was the only remnants of Klemens Langendorf, the perky soldier who drowned under Felix’s command. They had been charging through the river when the shot burst out of one of the Briton’s rifles, hitting him in the stomach. He had collapsed, quickly being swept downstream, freezing river water invading his fragile, asthma ridden lungs. That was the last few moments of Private Langendorf. Felix blamed himself for it, just like the deaths of almost every one of his deceased Privates. Klemens had had three children at home and a pretty little wife, all of them dutifully waiting for their brave father to come home. But Felix had sent them a letter, marked with the distinct runes of the Waffen-SS. Its messy words had brought tears to the Langendorf family’s eyes, for their brave husband or father had been killed in action, dying under the foolish command of Odegaard, fighting for Adolf Hitler. That was something the Rottenfuhrer could never live with.
Felix adjusted his position on the uncomfortable bench, his eyes still staring at the other side of the cobblestone street. It was quiet; the only sound the chirping of a sparrow perched in the bell tower of the cathedral behind Felix, where each of his men was buried. An automobile roared by, sending up a spray of leaves in its zooming exhaust. A civilian. Rottenfuhrer Odegaard wondered if the occupant of the Volkswagen had lost a family member in the war, or maybe a friend, or a child. He wondered if maybe they were like himself, the weight of so many wasted lives upon his shoulders. He shivered, partly because of his thoughts and partly because of the cold spring air. Felix was clad in a long black civilian coat, made of corduroy material, which hid his Waffen-SS tunic. The only three things labeling him as part of the Nazi movement was his tall jackboots, the SS runes just barely noticeable under the lapels of his coat, and the crisp, clean swastika armband wrapped around his left bicep. His neat, blonde hair was trimmed down to the skin along the bottom, the top gracefully swept back with hair oil and a comb. His left arm was in a splint, the lower bone broken from when he tripped while retreating. The white gauze framed his dark silhouette, making him stand out.
Felix could not take the pain of retreat, cowardice, and death any longer. It was time to play his last card. His eyes still fixed on the other side of the road; he reached his gloved hand into his pocket and grasped the cold metal grip of his Walther P38. The pistol was usually safely tucked within his hard, leather holster, but this time he had hidden it within the folds of his coat, unseen to any passerby. But now it was in full view as his slowly raised it, his hand unwavering as it slowly drifted upward. The cold metal barrel slowly pressed against his shaved temple, ready to end all of his sorrows. He moved his leather-clad finger to the trigger, and slowly wrapped his appendage around it. Shutting his eyelids tight, he slowly squeezed and waited for the impact.
Click
Nothing. Felix was astonished, opening his eyes wide and wondering if this was death, and exact mirror image of life. But he grimly realized that he had forgotten to load the pistol.
Odegaard just sat there on the hard, cold bench, his cold, fierce blue eyes staring blankly across the Berlin Street. His mind was just as blank as his stare, only names running through it. The names of his men. The names that he had killed. In his left hand he clutched a small object, not noticeable to the common passerby. But the Norwegian knew exactly what it was. It was the only remnants of Klemens Langendorf, the perky soldier who drowned under Felix’s command. They had been charging through the river when the shot burst out of one of the Briton’s rifles, hitting him in the stomach. He had collapsed, quickly being swept downstream, freezing river water invading his fragile, asthma ridden lungs. That was the last few moments of Private Langendorf. Felix blamed himself for it, just like the deaths of almost every one of his deceased Privates. Klemens had had three children at home and a pretty little wife, all of them dutifully waiting for their brave father to come home. But Felix had sent them a letter, marked with the distinct runes of the Waffen-SS. Its messy words had brought tears to the Langendorf family’s eyes, for their brave husband or father had been killed in action, dying under the foolish command of Odegaard, fighting for Adolf Hitler. That was something the Rottenfuhrer could never live with.
Felix adjusted his position on the uncomfortable bench, his eyes still staring at the other side of the cobblestone street. It was quiet; the only sound the chirping of a sparrow perched in the bell tower of the cathedral behind Felix, where each of his men was buried. An automobile roared by, sending up a spray of leaves in its zooming exhaust. A civilian. Rottenfuhrer Odegaard wondered if the occupant of the Volkswagen had lost a family member in the war, or maybe a friend, or a child. He wondered if maybe they were like himself, the weight of so many wasted lives upon his shoulders. He shivered, partly because of his thoughts and partly because of the cold spring air. Felix was clad in a long black civilian coat, made of corduroy material, which hid his Waffen-SS tunic. The only three things labeling him as part of the Nazi movement was his tall jackboots, the SS runes just barely noticeable under the lapels of his coat, and the crisp, clean swastika armband wrapped around his left bicep. His neat, blonde hair was trimmed down to the skin along the bottom, the top gracefully swept back with hair oil and a comb. His left arm was in a splint, the lower bone broken from when he tripped while retreating. The white gauze framed his dark silhouette, making him stand out.
Felix could not take the pain of retreat, cowardice, and death any longer. It was time to play his last card. His eyes still fixed on the other side of the road; he reached his gloved hand into his pocket and grasped the cold metal grip of his Walther P38. The pistol was usually safely tucked within his hard, leather holster, but this time he had hidden it within the folds of his coat, unseen to any passerby. But now it was in full view as his slowly raised it, his hand unwavering as it slowly drifted upward. The cold metal barrel slowly pressed against his shaved temple, ready to end all of his sorrows. He moved his leather-clad finger to the trigger, and slowly wrapped his appendage around it. Shutting his eyelids tight, he slowly squeezed and waited for the impact.
Click
Nothing. Felix was astonished, opening his eyes wide and wondering if this was death, and exact mirror image of life. But he grimly realized that he had forgotten to load the pistol.