Post by Stephen Colly on Apr 6, 2010 15:19:45 GMT
Time: 06:30am
Place: Shipley Village, near Horsham, West Sussex.
A light breeze blew through the sleepy Sussex village. The sun was just about to rise over the rolling South Downs. It cast a thin, small ray of light across the roofs of the houses, a beautiful sight to see if one was up this early.
Someone was up this early. It was Stephen Colly, a young, British Corporal who was standing on a hill over looking the village and could see the beautiful sun rise. He shaded his face slightly with his hand and a soft smile played on his lips. How beautiful everything was, especially old English villages such as the one below. It was so different to France.
The boy had just returned from France, he had arrived in a troubled state and was given a week of leave. He had decided to take himself to a quiet village such as Shipley and have a few days on his own. He had booked into a hotel that had needed the business, and was looking after him like a saint. They didn’t mind he was up this early; he always used to be up this early when he was younger, helping his father.
The call of a magpie to its mate startled Stephen and he glanced around and up and saw the beady-eyed creature sitting on a branch. It cocked its head towards him and sounded again then stretched its wings and soared high above him into the early morning sky. It was soon gone. How easy it would be to be a bird, to fly around and not have to be troubled by the world at war…
Stephen rubbed his face with his hands. He was confused, he was so confused. He would be leaving Shipley in a day or so and would go and visit his parents and his horse. He didn’t know if he wanted to. To see the horse, of course he did but to see his parents and how they’d watch him and how they’d know something was wrong…that he couldn’t bare. His mother would fuss over how skinny he was and his father would mutter that he “was not a man.”
Until recently, Stephen had taken no interest in God and religion. It had been drilled into him from such a young age that he had almost forgotten about it but the thought came back to him – he had…what was the word…sinned… - yes, he had, he had sinned. He had these thoughts that were so wrong, so bad in his head from the moment he had set eyes on the man he loved, that he hadn’t known how to control them. He would have to visit the church when he got to Exeter and talk…yes. Talk to the priest there and see what he said.
He sighed and began to make his way down the hill. He hadn’t had breakfast and he hadn’t had supper the night before. He had arrived at the hotel and had gone straight to bed, exhausted by the long journey. He began to jog down the hill and then fell into a run, running down the hill and laughing with slight joy at the memories that came flooding back from his childhood of running down hills. He slowed up as he reached the gate and rested on it, laughing slightly, feeling refreshed. The clip-clop of hooves caught his ears and he looked around to see an early morning cart coming down the road. The driver in the cart was an old-looking farmer. Stephen waved as it passed and the man waved back, slight confusion on his face. Stephen laughed. He didn’t care if he looked odd and acted like a child, who cared? He didn’t…
He climbed over the gate and sat on the top rung, swinging his legs against the wooden bar. He stared out at the road and the houses, just staring – a soft smile playing on his lips as he stared, like in a trance.
Place: Shipley Village, near Horsham, West Sussex.
A light breeze blew through the sleepy Sussex village. The sun was just about to rise over the rolling South Downs. It cast a thin, small ray of light across the roofs of the houses, a beautiful sight to see if one was up this early.
Someone was up this early. It was Stephen Colly, a young, British Corporal who was standing on a hill over looking the village and could see the beautiful sun rise. He shaded his face slightly with his hand and a soft smile played on his lips. How beautiful everything was, especially old English villages such as the one below. It was so different to France.
The boy had just returned from France, he had arrived in a troubled state and was given a week of leave. He had decided to take himself to a quiet village such as Shipley and have a few days on his own. He had booked into a hotel that had needed the business, and was looking after him like a saint. They didn’t mind he was up this early; he always used to be up this early when he was younger, helping his father.
The call of a magpie to its mate startled Stephen and he glanced around and up and saw the beady-eyed creature sitting on a branch. It cocked its head towards him and sounded again then stretched its wings and soared high above him into the early morning sky. It was soon gone. How easy it would be to be a bird, to fly around and not have to be troubled by the world at war…
Stephen rubbed his face with his hands. He was confused, he was so confused. He would be leaving Shipley in a day or so and would go and visit his parents and his horse. He didn’t know if he wanted to. To see the horse, of course he did but to see his parents and how they’d watch him and how they’d know something was wrong…that he couldn’t bare. His mother would fuss over how skinny he was and his father would mutter that he “was not a man.”
Until recently, Stephen had taken no interest in God and religion. It had been drilled into him from such a young age that he had almost forgotten about it but the thought came back to him – he had…what was the word…sinned… - yes, he had, he had sinned. He had these thoughts that were so wrong, so bad in his head from the moment he had set eyes on the man he loved, that he hadn’t known how to control them. He would have to visit the church when he got to Exeter and talk…yes. Talk to the priest there and see what he said.
He sighed and began to make his way down the hill. He hadn’t had breakfast and he hadn’t had supper the night before. He had arrived at the hotel and had gone straight to bed, exhausted by the long journey. He began to jog down the hill and then fell into a run, running down the hill and laughing with slight joy at the memories that came flooding back from his childhood of running down hills. He slowed up as he reached the gate and rested on it, laughing slightly, feeling refreshed. The clip-clop of hooves caught his ears and he looked around to see an early morning cart coming down the road. The driver in the cart was an old-looking farmer. Stephen waved as it passed and the man waved back, slight confusion on his face. Stephen laughed. He didn’t care if he looked odd and acted like a child, who cared? He didn’t…
He climbed over the gate and sat on the top rung, swinging his legs against the wooden bar. He stared out at the road and the houses, just staring – a soft smile playing on his lips as he stared, like in a trance.