Where Do I Start?

[∬: Rafael Z. Wolfram]

Hello everyone, It's been a while.
I couldn't apologise enough for my inactivity, but in short, my Father died a couple of weeks ago and we've only just had his funeral. Most of you know the problems that have been on going, with his heart, that have undoubtedly played a bulk to my inactivity in the past. As you can guess, this has played a big part in my inactivity once again and in short, I haven't even thought about coming on to the computer.

I really do hope you understand my reasoning for not coming online, it's just been one hell of a roller-coaster ride and I'm still feeling the effects of it. I will be coming back very soon, now even, but I really do hope you all can forgive me for disappearing without much notice, just hard to explain yourself when you feel you shouldn't have too.

So I'm very sorry for not being online, I will be online again more often from here on.
- Raf

[Cpl. Joe Claude]

Aww poor Raf, I am sure we will all understand why you haven't been online!
Hope you are well and I am very sorry to hear about your father, all the best.

-Kitty
xx

[Daniel Brennan]

Oh. I'm so sorry for you.
It's OK, we don't mind your in-activeness.

[∬: Erhard Strumfelder]

Christ, if you've had that level of problems, I'm suprised you've been online at all. Losing a close family member like that must be a very hard blow, one of the toughest in fact. Come online when you want, were a pretty understanding mob.

[∬: Rafael Z. Wolfram]

Yeah, it's hard losing someone you have been continuously told will be alright. I'm just real cut up that I feel that I have been lied too more than anything, my family is very supporting, but I don't think I quite forgive the hospitals for their stories. Worst still, we all had a big surprise for my father come christmas, because we all knew what he had gone through this year and last with going to hospital.

They haven't told us what he died off completely yet, but it was a suspected heart attack and with the whole ordeal of him having a weak heart (very young man too), he didn't really stand a fighting chance. The cold supposedly didn't help either, one of the doctors said, so his immune system was shot, before he could get recovering from earlier hospital appointments in the summer. Long story, but in a weird way, I was expecting this...
- Raf

[∬: Erik Schneider]

Sorry to hear about your loss Raf. You seem to care about your father a great deal and losing him must be very tough. We understand if you won't be active for now, just get better. We'll understand and we're here for ya.

[Edward"Butcher"McMillan]

There are no words to express my sorrow, nor any that I can muster that run along the lines of knowing how you feel, or what can help you through this. I can only imagine what would happen to my world if my father died...

...I feel for you man, I honest to god do, I hope the road to healing is kind to you and may his memories last forever. Take all the time you need and don't let anyone rush you to do anything, emotions have an odd way of swaying you to do odd things. I have missed you for what it's worth.

-JT

[Nathan Whyte]

Raf, mate.

You know that all of us are here for you, mate. If you need anything, anything at all, we're here to help you. My thoughts are with you, and as JT said, don't go doing anything too suddenly. You're in no rush, we understand.l

Take care,

Nathan

[PuNk! ™]

Extremely sorry for your loss Wolfram, as everyone else has said, if there's anything you need or what-not, then don't hesitate to ask. Just glad to see you're alright and well as can be, strange enough, people have been asking after you within the past week. So you've been on our minds.

Take it easy now, don't push yourself to come back if you're not entirely ready. In respect, your character is leading a depressing lifestyle right now (with the whole Wolfrick Ordeal), you may want to take a break to clear your mind before falling into that role again.

Thoughts are with you though mate,
~Danny

[sturmgeshutze]

Sorry about your father, a friend's cousin just lost both of his parents a week ago. I feel for you man.
I know I've only been on here for a couple weeks, but I can see that you are a good guy and you definitely don't deserve this in your life.

Get better mate,
- Lukas (Andrew)

[∬: Rafael Z. Wolfram]

Thank you for all the support everyone, means a lot, it truly does.
I could have cried at your reply JT, damn you. I'm very emotional right now, it's not right! lol, but missed you too Buddy and boy I've missed this place a lot to be honest with you all.

But thanks again everyone, means a lot for the support, really does.
- Raf